Kamis, November 26, 2009

135th : jobless!!!

yup..thats me!
even im already graduate as a doctor but still i can't work
not before i pass the UKDI test

after 4 years in college
and 2 years as ko-assistant in the goverment hospital
and already get my degree as a doctor
but still...can't do for a job
thats just not enough to proven that im able enough to be a doctor and handle a patient
gosh!!!
what a cruel life...

my future is depending on the result of 200 multiple question of general medical case...
but that test is so damn hard!
sigh...
i just pray for the best!!!
thats all i can do now....
im jobless and got no money on my pocket....
what else i can do anyway...

well...
at least i got something to think about...
hehehe....
waiting for my december...
its still counting....

Label: curhat

this heart of mine was broken at 06:56
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Senin, Oktober 05, 2009

134th : capek sih...but im enjoying it...

after graduate...ternyata ku kudu nyelesein beberapa masalah
one by one....
first...of course...pelantikan....secara ku juga jadi seksi sibuk-nya
selain itu masih ada ujian kompentensi awaits me in november
and the most important thing is....my wedding.
yes...my wedding...

well its surely taking over all of my attention to it
secara ku hanya punya waktu 2 bulan for preparation...
and ku harus nge-handle sendiri krn si mas lagi tugas ke luar pulau...(hiks...)

pertama...jelas bingung bgt kudu mulai dari mana...
but...thanks God..there mom who always helping me around...

yang pertama dipikirin tentu aja tempatnya and konsep acara
trus undangan..yang untungnya udah dapet...
and wedding organizernya yang ku merasa amat sangat bersyukur hidup di jaman sekarang yang sudah lebih dimudahkan dengan adanya paket2 wedding yang menurutku udah lengkap bgt...jadi orang2 kayak aku yang kebingungan ini ga perlu bingung2 lagi...heheheh

yang masih blom dapet tuh tinggal souvenir
bingung mo souvenir apa yah???
any idea???

Label: curhat

this heart of mine was broken at 00:50
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Rabu, September 30, 2009

133th : you can call me doctor now....

Alhamdulillah....!!!
tak henti2nya ucap syukur dipanjatkan
karena hari ini termasuk hari bersejarah buat dee
karena hari ini dee yudisium
dimana penentuan dee lulus ato ga jadi dokter

Akhirnya setelah menunggu selama 4 jam yang penuh kegelisahan
akhirnya tiba juga saat pengumuman
and....dee lulus!!!!

ga sia2 dee belajar selama 6 tahun
penuh suka-duka, penh keringat dan darah...hehehe...lebay mode on!

terasa satu beban di pundak dee hilang

sekarang tinggal nunggu pelantikannya aja
huffff...
tapi dengan lulus gini berarti tanggung jawab dee jauh lebih besar
semoga dee bisa jadi dokter yang bermanfaat kelak...

sekarang tinggal ke planning selanjutnya....
(it's my december!)

Label: curhat

this heart of mine was broken at 06:53
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Minggu, September 20, 2009

132th : lebaran day

hari lebaran...
diawali sungkeman yang udah jadi agenda tetap
plus dapet duit lebaran (lumayan....heheheh ^^)
menu opor ayam, ketupat, telur petis, puding karamel, and cookies2
kenyang deh....
hehehehehe......

Label: lebaran

this heart of mine was broken at 05:52
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Sabtu, September 19, 2009

131th : happy Eid!

Happy Eid everyone...
may the goodness of Eid bring us Happiness for the whole year
taqoballahu minna waminkum
minal Aidzin walfaidzin
mohon maaf lahir batin

maapin yeee...........

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this heart of mine was broken at 09:15
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Sabtu, September 05, 2009

130th : question!

Cantek tak???!!!

Label: curhat, undifined

this heart of mine was broken at 08:52
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Minggu, Agustus 16, 2009

129th : Bareng!!!

Bareng...yup...bareng...!!!
bukan bareng yang artinya bersama-sama lho....
Bareng yang ku maksud sekarang tuh
nama sebuah desa di Jombang
ku lagi disana ama temen2 DM lainnya untuk kerja praktek selama 1 bulan

pas nyampe pertama kali...
malem jam 9-an....
ga ada lampu jalan, gelap, yang ada cuman sawaaah mulu...
rumah pun jarang....
pokoknya desa banget...
heheheh

puskesmas bareng

tapi ternyata puskesmasnya disana keren banget lho...
kalah deh puskesmas di surabaya
puskesmasnya tingkat 2, lengkap dengan fasilitas rawat inap dan bersalin, dan UGD 24 jam
puskesmasnya pake ac lagi....
yang lebih hebat lagi...
kepala puskesmasnya sempat jadi dokter teladan depkes
keren deh pokoknya....
ga nyangka aja
puskesmas surabaya aja kalah jauh....
ironic!!!

di depan UGD puskesmas bareng

pas hari pertama disana
ku sempat mati gaya
emang seh ada tv, bawa dvd, bawa laptop...
tapi tetep aja bingung mo ngapain
mana di desa tuh jam 7 keatas jalanan udah pada sepi....
akhirnya jalan2 puter2 desa...
eh...ada hiburan rakyat
panggung dangdut...
hahahaha.....gokil.....!

trus kmrn sempat jadi panitia P3K lomba gerak jalan
lombanya tuh rutenya sejauh 7,6 km
diadain jam 1 SIANG...
tapi warga desa tetep antusias buat ikutan
hingga peserta mencapai 112 regu....
wooow.....gila2an ga tuh???!!!
kayaknya klo di kota ga bakal seheboh itu ya ga??!!
two thumb up deh buat warga desa Bareng

peserta gerak jalan menunggu giliran

yang SD ga mau ketinggalan

yang penting gaya

muda-mudi jombang...(cieh....)

gaya.....gaya apa ya?!

ni......gokil ga tuh??!! ternyata udah bapak2 lho....kirain masik muda

inspired by kuburan band i guess...

Teen punk

Tim gerak jalan puskesmas Bareng

best tak?!

anyway.....
kena insect bite yang ampe skrg masik aja gatel....
huhmmm.....
dikasik apa yah?!!!

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this heart of mine was broken at 05:26
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Minggu, Juli 26, 2009

128th : 99 balloons

i was watching the Oprah show that day....
and when i watch the video for the first time...
i was crying in a sudden

it was so amazing and very touching
its about love...
parents love to their childrens
its about miracle...
miracle that sometimes we never thought it could happened
its about hope...
our hope for someone we loved
its about believing...
believe that every child its a blessing no matter how he is

very inspiring....
99 balloons...
enjoy....!

Label: curhat

this heart of mine was broken at 06:41
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Sabtu, Juli 04, 2009

127th : life is so delicious...!!!

berhubung bunda bis ulang taun...
jadi ku mengompori pa-nda buat beli bday cake
padahal aslinya ku yang pengen nyobain cake-nya...

setelah di-acc pa-nda...
berangkatlah ku ke the harvest surabaya

uuuwww....
ku suka bgt ma ni cake store...
bangunannya yang minimalis
tapi servis-nya maksimal...

udah gitu cake-nya enak banget
klo temen2 malay ku bilang "sedap gile"
heheheh....

akhirnya ku beli 1 cake tiramisu coklat and 1 slice opera n choc devil
mantab kan!!!

life is so delicious....